Haha. One month after exam and I finally blog for the first time. Lazy to max. lols.

Genting-KL trip with nbs friends
Not the best trip ever, due to the weather, this and that. But overall i had fun watching 3 movies in the 3 day trip. And of course endless cock and bull story, absolute nonsense from me, as usual. Not too bad after all.

Internship at Unilever
First day was good. They made me felt as though they are taking the internship very seriously. But sadly, it was all hoax. I haven't been doing anything since last week and my supervisor is away from town. She will be back next week. Probably i will have rot to death by then. If not, i will still be dead cos she send me lotsa stuff to read. I hate reading stuff that are so foreign to me. No explanation and expect me to know all. Give me a break man, i am just an intern. Life of an intern is much worse than a temp staff in unilever, or even to say, in most organisation. Feel kind of shitty when they give all the task to the temps and we, interns, sit around and do nothing. From 830 to 1230, I will eat my breakfast, surf net, look at the documents I need to read and get ready for lunch. In between, I would have at least gone for 2 or 3 toilet breaks. Back from lunch at 130, I will sit around and idle till 2 plus. Then, back to my desktop, I start to surf internet AGAIN. The best part of the day will be ice cream break, when the staff are allowed to get free ben and jerry or walls’ ice creams on Monday, Wednesday and Friday (Unilever imports BnJ and sells in SG. Yummy~).  After my precious ice cream break, back to torture again till 530pm. Knock off time, immediately zhao~ haha. at least get to meet new friends lar. the other interns in unilever, at least i am not so bored. Can entertain myself when talking to them. lols.

Weekend soccer

I have been missing out in weekend soccer lately. Reasons: tuition and a bad pair of boots. I realised my boots is one size too small. I wasted 60bucks last year to get this part and now, it is going to be disposed by me. TMD. Fucking waste my money. MY SHOE SIZE IS 9/10 (UK/US). DON’T GET THE WRONG SIZE AGAIN, ASS! I am going to get a new pair of boots by this week. So I can get back to soccer again. Growing fat. Have to do something about it.

Ignorant chaps on 190

I was on my way to town on 190 to meet up py, yc and zy. On board, there were 2 other Chinese Singaporeans who was talking loudly in the bus. Their topic was on Ah TIONGS. I was quite irritated by them because they are saying it too loudly and cursing them and probably exaggerating the facts on how these Chinese go around cutting taxi queues whatsoever. Not that I am not biased against the ATs, but sometimes I think they are also humans. So unless they offended me, I won’t curse and swear at them. Whoever offends me of course would be cursed by me, not only the ATs alone. But guess what, the two Chinese Singaporeans went overboard and mentioned about the Sichuan earthquake. Their dialogue is as followed (I am probably writing in a very nice and polite manner, which was quite different from what they really say):

A: hey you know why got the Sichuan earthquake anot?

B: why?

A: It is retribution lar. The god wanna punish the chinaman for being behaving so badly in Singapore.

A and B: HAHAHAHA!

FUCK! I feel like smacking them lar. HOW CAN THEY SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT? INHUMANE. Mind you, they are educated, English speaking, smartly dressed and in their early 20s I supposed. FUCK THEM! People are dying in China and these two Singaporeans have the cheeks to say all these. They will go to hell. These two guys have no respect for anyone, even the dead. THEY ARE WORSE THAN ATs. I am very pissed off by them. They have no rights to criticize them when they themselves are worse than animals. If god is there, they would probably punish them. Let them be an AT in their next life and feel how bad it will be when someone says anything about them. Maybe they shouldn’t even become human. Heartless chaps, idiotic comments. I don’t love PRC people but please don’t curse them to death. It is a disgrace to Singapore and Singaporeans.

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once again it's exam time. 3 out of 5. 2 more to go. What i like to comment? hah. i think the fact still stands. It doesn't really matter how much effort i put in, cos it just wont have any effort on my performance.  "if can study means can study one". Don know if i am lucky or wad, i belong to the group that no matter how hard i pia, there is a threshold to it. But i am also glad that even i don really put in effort, i still can manage it. I thought this sem will be different. I think i did work alot harder. But i don see myself doing better in any of the papers i had taken so far. I am not academically inclined, my grades reflect it. But i shall chiong till last paper. 2 more to go. After that, holiday! Going Genting and KL with NBS gang. It's good to have a gang in school. But next sem the strength will be reduced to half. haha. All thanks to me. Enjoy my 2 weeks before going for attachment. I am going to this company called unilever. Heard it or not, it's a manufacturing and marketing company like P&G. Seems interesting. Hopefully it is. I am looking forward to meet interesting people there. haha. I am and i will always be looking forward. I am marching on~~~ I shall not talk abt how disappointed i am. I want to be happy always! And i am capable of that. =)  

Alot of things troubled me this few days... internships and exchange program.
Where should i go? Should i go and bear the payment of my expense after graduation?
Now, it seems like i have not much choices left. I hate it when i am being restricted of my choice.
I have till monday to decide everything.

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50 questions. 12 minutes. Practically speaking, it's 720sec / 50 = 14.4 seconds for each question
The questions are not difficult, just require some logical thinking in mathematical and lingustic sense.
Not what i expect. I thought i will be just a test that assess our characters, something like what i did before i went into army.
Not that i could prepare for it. So it doesn't really matter.
Going into Credit Suisse is near the probability of none.
However, still glad that i was giving the opportunity. ( All applicants were given a chance to do the test.)
Yet, probably the last hope i have been carrying is already extinguished.

Problem lies in me.
Yet don't really know what i can do about it.
Carry on with life as per normal.
Everything will turn out right.
Cos god knows i tried. I know it.
But if it don't, then i hope the wind can bring away everything else, including me.

I will still be the happy, crappy, nonsensical, crazy, witty, smart and wadever weilong. =)
Nothing is going to affect me, at least, for long.
Just need abit of space, abit of self reflection.
voila, the original weilong again.

~I am happy.~

My sis is leaving for Shanghai this coming saturday. 6 month internship at Crowne Plaza Hotel, a subsidiary under the intercontinental group. Good right? So happy for her. A chance to experience the life in Shanghai.
I dreamt of enjoying my life at some other part of the world last night. A dream.
But then i guess i am not going anywhere other than my school and other parts of singapore.
Sometimes i didn't know the outcome will be like that. Murphy's law, i suppose. I don't blame anyone It's a destiny.

I am not leaving. Home Bound, Singapore Bound. 

It just takes a moment from my family, friends and dear to make my 23th birthday a really wonderful one. Guess by far, one of the best birthday i ever had. Really had to thank everyone for everything. Even a short sms greeting makes my day. THANK YOU ALL. and it's now 13 feb le. Let's have post birthday celebration ba? hahahaha. Hao la.. i must stop being so crazy and crappy. So old liao still like that. hahaha.

Easily satisfied~

Weilong is feeling jaded with life.

what if i go for exchange?

1. i will be away from spore for 6month. alot more implications.
2. i will be $10,000 in debt.
3. i will disappoint my brother cos i am not listening to his advice.
4. i will leave an unforgettable experience in my uni life which will be remembered forever.
5. i will be able to see the world. or at least part of the world which is far away. It;'s my dream.
6. i will be doing something i really love to do. Travelling. Get lost in unfamiliar cities, experience new culture and their local cuisine.
7. i wil be enjoying the warmth of the sunlight in a very cooling environment, drinking a cup of hot tea and watch people and traffic passing by. 

Now i start to wonder if i am really implusive this time. Anyways, its not confirmed that i will be selected. 
But what if i got selected? I have to make a decision.
I just hope the solution can drop from the sky. maybe a $100,000 cheque. haha.
For now, wad i can do is just wait.